"So when the whole world turns against me
And I'm all by myself
And I can't hear You answer my cries for help
I'll remember the sufferin' Your love put You through
And I will walk through the darkness
If You want me to"
Yes, here I am. Once again I've fallen deep, deep, deep to the darkness.
ok, so what's this all about, God. what are all these darn things & emotions about?
Am I going to have another women's menstrual emotional moment? Or is this about playing games?
Cause, God, I don't have time to play games.
Am I bipolar that I'm repeating the same season again? More condemnation & oppression upon my weak heart? So you make the whole world turn up against me. Who do I turn to for help? You?
Abba, I'm so skeptical! Maybe I don't have the ability to hear with that spiritual ear.
I have none to trust. So broken, so ashamed. I don't think I'll be able to do this any longer.
How come I'm so hurt? Why am I so dark...
I really think I'm alone.
I'm gonna put myself on podcast. See what I'll be reminded of.
I need you to love me. But I'm so skeptical about love. I don't feel it anymore.
Abba, please rescue me.
-yours, Houa
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